Narcissus Narcotic.

I pander to your narcissism.
Empty at the core.
I’m worried by your propaganda:
I was never sure.
I try to prove my worth, it’s
So much harder than before.
Speak, and I become.
Touch me. And I’m numb.
Lies. “I’m having fun”.
But it’s so empty in here.
Memories. I was so innocent.
Incomplete. Lacking in unity.
Leave me be. I miss naivety.
Easily, I’d give this up, but, no, I…
I pander to your narcissism.
You can’t fill me up.
I don't know the truth, and
I don't give a fuck.
Indebted to your gratitude, I
Try my best to feel.
I fuel myself with falsities
And hope to God they’re real.
Speak, and I believe.
Want me. I’m for free.
Lies, and make-believe.
It’s so empty in here.
Memories. I was so innocent.
Incomplete. Lacking in unity.
Leave me be. I miss naivety.
Easily, I’d give this up, but, no, I can’t:
There’s nothing else left.