Born to Live. Live to Die

I am Dying to Live
and Living to die
That's all life is.
Suicide.
Everybody tries and everybody dies
Everybody's bloody from everybody's lies
All I do is cry, call names and dry my eyes
Everything's the same, lame game it's no surprise

Whoever said
"It's better to live than just be Dead."
Has the wrong perfect little picture stuck in their head
Try saying that when you're fucking dead
I'd like to hear you say that when you're all just FUCKING DEAD!

Quench the Blood thirst, the second after the first verse
I disperse a rhyme curse to the grave
by the concept of Hearse, Hearse, Hearse
All I'm doing living when is
forgiving the lies we despise from fake gods
Corruption and religious frauds
My existence consists of booze
and all the drugs I use.
I've always been a winner
But now i'm about to lose
but that's the kind of life I choose.
It makes me wanna slit my throat and float up to the sky
My note's not dry, near soaked from my teary eyes.
The end of my life, my friends don't cry
Because the whole point of living is to Die.

So lets (not?) thank God for abortion!
Babies pain come in small portions.
For if they were born,
they'd be ripped and torn
From their mother and get to know none other
Than death if they got to know her.
The breath they owe her only kills them slower.
They'd never get to grow up,
Get drunk and throw up, out the window
Get married and leave their wife a widow
The life they know, knows the knife comes too slow
Beg to be more than eggs and sperm and now they have to go

If I died today would you care
or stare in disbelief
My death is in the breath
in all the air you breathe.
Would you be decieved or believe
I had a death contract
the second I'm concieved.
Genre's have their trends,
every porn star has their bends,
People have their friends
like beginnings have their ends.
I come from dirt, the only reason for birth
on this earth is to be hurt.
Reasons for birth I'm wasting my breath
Because the whole point of birth is DEATH.

"Those who are born die, but those who die are not always re-born"