Impuissant

You caught me by surprise,
with your young and brotherly stare
you said all the right words,
but your timing leaves me gasping for air.

Mouth to mouth
I breathe you in again,
But in hindsight,
You beat me
With hands round my throat
I love you, but hate me more.

Within your clothes you're so mesmorizing,
And your kiss is paralyzing
With a taste of past, present, and future
And I wonder what's beneath your garments
And behind your dreams.

You cover your face
With a mask of strength and ego
And charisma cascades from you
Like long unwinding rivers
Flowing and gliding effortlessly with the stubborn breeze.

As a young innocent child
I loved to playfully hold you
And feel us both hide the seriousness
I always loved our long walks and talks
Your advice that always worked

Now we've grown older,
And I've grown curious and careless,
My greedy eyes long to undress you
And my hands love to explore you
To know your every detail
To appreciate your intimacy.

You smiled and invited me to,
With a mysterious glow in your eyes,
Seducing me with divine alure
Excitedly I removed every veil,
But fell away, shocked and lost in horror.

Your face quickly changed
From happiness to anger
And I saw the many scars and burns
They covered your extremities;
You cried out
"I've been bought and sold so many times
Beaten, pushed and shoved,
And after all this madness
You still find me beautiful?"