Heaven Sent. Hell Bound.

Heaven sent but always hell bound
I'm the girl whose soul was lost but never found
People love me and hate me, each has their seasons
They feel things for me without really knowing the reasons

Is it because I am and always will be
This person that is simply just me
A girl sent from heaven but destined for hell
Living without a soul, I'm an empty shell

Always looking but never really seeing
Destined to remain here without really being
Seeing the world through my own blind eyes
Forever messing up all of my second tries

Am I really alive or just dead inside?
An empty shell in which people confide
The keeper of secrets but never more
I guess that's all that I'm really here for

Would anyone miss me if tonight I just died?
Would anyone acknowledge that I really tried?
I'll pass quietly from this world without a sound
For I'm simply heaven sent but always hell bound.