...If I Am Worth Saving

In my head there's only you now
These arguements are just falling on me
In this world there's real and fake
And this feels real to me, ok?

You love me but do you know who I am?
Im torn between a life I lead and where I stand
How can this love be a good thing
If only I know what im going through?

Heavens gates will not open up for me
On these hands and knees i'm crawling
These iron bars will not hold my soul in anymore
And through it all, I reach for you

You see, Im terrified of these four walls I've built
And all I need is you
So please, Im calling.
Say it to me

Say it to me
And i'll leave this lifestyle behind
Say it to me...
...If it's worth saving

me

So unimpressed, yet so in awe
Such a saint, yet such a whore
So self aware, yet so full of shit
So indecisive, yet so adamant
So rock and roll, yet so corporate suit
So damn ugly, yet so damn cute
So well trained,yet so animal

But still, say it to me...
...If it's worth saving me.
And ill show you what I can be.