The Dream

I dreamed of you last night,
You liked me back, in there.
Our arms were locked so tight,
You always met my loving stare.

I dreamt of nothing else,
King, you are, of my mind,
Of my heart and soul as well,
But after the Great Divine.

I wish you were close to me,
But far you always are,
Whether I drown in a tear-made sea,
Or wish upon a star.

I shouldn't be jealous,
You aren't even mine.
I try to ignore you,
Then all I do is think about you.

I smile when I feel like crying,
I try to act like I'm fine.
I’m really falling apart inside,
The one person that can’t see that is you

The painful moment after I woke,
I sat up dizzily in your bed,
Such dreams cause hurt and bring no hope,
Living always only in my head.

Dark Heart

The dark is covered in arches of red.
Sadness and anger seem to feel my head.
Pain and suffering lives a long time.
These things are hard to push out of my mind.

One sided emotions controlled by my heart.
I feel alone as I walk in the dark.
I search and I search for the light of love.
Pure light like the sun from above.

I can not see and there is no light in sight.
No matter how I struggle it seems I can't win this fight.
I'll never give up so I'll continue to search.
To find the light for which my heart hurts.

Should I live in the darkness until the end? Or does someone with a light want to jump in?